i dont feel like going on
but i dont have the guts to end it
and im not going to go to the doctors so they can hop me up on some antidepressents that are only going to pull me into a false state of euphoria

so i drink this shot of rum, here's hoping to contract swine flu hahahahah

ive been drunk for 2 days and im about to go to work
and im still intoxicated

this is great =)

I first meet this man at the Cammen street Tracks ( Read more... )

im working a lot ( Read more... )

went to work to grab my check car runs out of gas grab check walk home takes me about an hour in the cold wearing just a hoodie somewhere along the way lose my check so theres two weeks worth of money going kaput. which really sucks as im trying to save as much as possible
im out 200 bucks
bleh

lame

gogol bordello is so good

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I've been doing a bit of reaserch this past two weeks on finding an out of box solution for my depression and ive come to the conclusion that C20H25N3O would be what im looking for ( Read more... )

speak aloud a lot less

chalk the closest friend i have as being gone ( Read more... )

not throwing down for it ( Read more... )