Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

[niiinnnaaaa]

Why do I always end up feeling second best?

I wish I could just be satisfied with the way things are for once. But then, everything would be perfect and boring wouldn't it? Oh, I don't know anymore. I don't know what I want, what I'm feeling. I don't know why every sentence in this entry starts with "I" or "I'm." Does that make me self-centered? I'

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[surfinchicka24]

a majority of these comments weren't very good with this whole sympathetic thing.

nina, you're never gonna truly know yourself, no one ever will. i'm in the same state as you, i can't even decide on a guy to like. eventually, you'll come CLOSE to knowing/understanding yourself, but we change with the days and days change too often for us to ever truly know. we turn to friends/family/routine to cover up these things, and the more we do, the closer we think we are to knowing ourselves. we never will, but all you can do is try to grasp on to things as you are changing, and as some aspects stay the same.

be thankful for what you were given, and don't focus on what you don't know and have.

i love you. xoxo.

[katiehammaker]

i was good with the symapthetic. i mean i understand. but then i had to prove a point cause nina always wins. :-D which she did again. haha well everyone is self concious espically me. to me nina is like the perfect person. she is so unique and pretty. i hate it. she is perfect at anything and everything she tries. and everytime i try something i mess it up. i just wish i could be like her. i love her.

[niiinnnaaaa]

Carson- You're right, it's hard for other people to say they know you and mean it when most people don't understand a lot of things about themselves. And I don't understand a lot of things about myself. It's hard, I get confused, I think I know what I'm doing but then I'm like, "What the hell?" But, I guess that's life. And if as long as I come close to understanding myself, that's fine with me. I am very thankful for what I am given, and it's just the occaisional down moment that I start to thinking about what I don't know and don't have. I love you more, and thanks for replying.<3

Katie- I know you understand. I know everyone understands. Because everyone goes through the self-doubt moments, some more than others. And I am not perfect at everything I do, far from it. It may seem like it because being the perfectionist that I am, I do my best to make things seem easy, but that doesn't necessarily mean they are. You are unique and pretty yourself, and you don't mess everything up. You can't sit there telling me to never doubt myself

[anonymous]

♥

[kayluhhh]

you're not self-centered.
you're just trying to figure things out.
about yourself.
about life.
i love you.
<3 kayla

[niiinnnaaaa]

Leah- Haha, I think it did work? I don't exactly know what you were trying to do though. I love you, please get another live journal and I'll tell you how to keep it from sending the emails to your mom.<3

Kayla- I happen to love you. And though you didn't say much, that helped a lot. I'm glad you understand, and you are awesome.<3

NiNa+Hearts

[hurleybrotherz]

Messing around with Hearts..i love you NiNa.

♥

Re: NiNa+Hearts

[niiinnnaaaa]

Haha, aww Josey.
You're too cute.
And I love you too.
<3