Long story a little bit longer than that. There was some late offers, there was some shouting at agents, there was some firing of agents, there was some long heartfelt conversations, maybe even a few tears, there was the hardest meeting I've ever been involved in, a lot of fears both based and unbased, there was really good pizza, and in the end ( Read more... )

You know what I did not know how cool it is, even though it is something I have done for people more times than I can count? Being sung to sleep. I had no idea it would feel like that. I think I might have had the best sleep ever. And well Angel was asleep on my chest and Dwayne by my side so that made it pretty amazing to start with, but all of ( Read more... )

Okay so getting this delivered to the house today was a little odd. Well once I realized it was not for me, it was not as weird. I was going to say it has been a while since someone called me princess. ;) Still adjusting to the amount of pink at the house now. It is slightly crazy… but cute too, I will say that. I do have the burning need to buy ( Read more... )

I think that every now and then my sister forgets there is not a wife sitting at home waiting for Dwayne or for me and Angel. She gave us a bit of a lecture about breast feeding until I stared at her for long enough to realize that neither me or Dwayne is equipped to do that. I mean she does like to yank on the rings in my nipples (in a decidedly ( Read more... )

You know Dwayne being sick sucked, not just because he was so damn sick, but we both missed Angel, a lot. We got to go get her yesterday though. Seeing how excited she was to see him, god, so awesome. She kept on reaching for him. Even when the three of us laid down for a nap and she was asleep on me, her little hand grabbed hold of his shirt. She ( Read more... )

I spent as much time on the phone with my mom today as I ever did living away. Finally much to my shame, she told me to stop worrying so much. Then she laughed and said now that the shoe was on the other foot, how badly did I feel for all the things I have made her worry about. I think that is highly unfair myself. I could hear my sister laughing ( Read more... )

Another first off my list. Who knew there would be so many for me in this last little while? And I should clear up that I do not have an actual list, but if I did maybe this would have been one of the things to be on it for sure. I know I have my own bike, but there is something that is just too much fun about sitting behind him sometimes. My ( Read more... )

I keep on trying to get this all straight in my mind, and then realize that I do not have to. It is okay if I am crazy sometimes, because they are there to ground me so easy when I can not. I do not have to worry if I over think things, because I am not really afraid of the things that sometimes pop into my head, I just have to think a little and ( Read more... )

I really can not let Dwayne out on his own anymore I do not think. Though it is amusing to watch many many women hit on him every few minutes when we do go out. I think it is kind of funny to see that work the other way though. God knows I used it to my advantage enough over there. Not that I think he is really, but it is still amusing. Perhaps I ( Read more... )

It has been an eventful few days around here, to say the least. We had a rogue squirrel in the house, and in the last place in the house we would like it to be. Zeke managed to kill it, and then bring it to her to show her it was dead. I am pretty sure at that point she did not care though. He was rather proud of himself, and she did get to sleep ( Read more... )