We went to my apartment the other day... kind of strange being there and feeling like this. Strange in a very good way, but still strange. I can see that while obviously it is not a family location that it could still be fun for us sometimes. Maybe a few changes here and there, but good ones. God, I sound so predictable lately. And I do not mind ( Read more... )

So picture me with a baby backpack, or frontpack? What the fuck are those things called anyway? Hard to picture? Yes, for me too, and yet, I am not bothered by that at all. Not even a little bit. Weird. But good. She liked it too. She is pretty easy to please though honestly, so I am not sure if I take that much pride in that... of course I am ( Read more... )

( last night was full of a little bit of... every emotion, and amazing )

I never did mention how amazing my birthday was, I think with everything else being so awesome, it just kind of slipped in there with it, and out of my head. No other plans there may have been before could have come close ( Read more... )

It is kind of strange to get a whole new perspective like this on things. Maybe there is a lot of extenuating circumstances, but looking back with clear eyes is almost startling. How I let what I thought I wanted dictate so much of my behaviour, I am not the kind of person who does that… ever, for anything. How they were to how they are, is very ( Read more... )

I am very lucky to have so many people who care about me enough to look out for me, even when I do not need looking out for. Things change sometimes and even when you are not sure you really want them to you do know and just do not realize it until it changes and you realize you were maybe even hoping for it. Maybe there is no maybe involved there ( Read more... )

You know over the course of this season I had a lot of plans for my birthday, none of them are going to happen, and I do not mind at all. I think I like this not making concrete plan thing and just seeing what happens and where things go and what goes on. Right now what went on was me going to Montreal because the clothes I took with me to Hamilton ( Read more... )

My mother called me the other day and heard a baby cry in the background, after a very long conversation where I had to assure her it was not mine; I got a lecture about not having any kids again. There needs to be a little bit of middle ground there, I am starting not to be able to figure her out at all anymore, let alone what she wants. *laugh* ( Read more... )

His hands grasp hold of me so tight sometimes I don't even have to say more, or harder, or ask for anything he just does... he just knows. I like that a lot I like knowing that I do not have to let him know everything before hand, that it can just happen and go one and it is okay. And I can do the same thing and he does not have to ask or say ( Read more... )

Still hanging out with Aaron, though maybe he would tell you a different story about how much time I am spending there. I feel like the first time in a long time I am not trying to make someone else happy, or keep things exciting for them, I am just being me, for the first tie in a long time. And I like that ( Read more... )