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[nikchikdeford]

I don't know why I can't get past this feeling. Everyone keeps telling me I need to move on, and while I know they are right, I can't seem to do it. And the really hard part is that I really don't WANT to move on...what I want is to make things good again, to make them go back to the way they were... I want him to love me the same again. But nobody

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[im_alone_now]

babe, you know i will always be there for you..i know what you're going through.there's nothing i can say that will change how you feel.he was your first love and only love, for him to be doing what he is the you is messed up. you know it is. you're are great person. and if he cant see that, hes really messed up in the head.the only advice i can give you is fallow your heart.

i'll pray for the both of you.

HEY, LONG TIME NO TALK

[hawkethorne]

Hey there Niki, this is Daniel from Tucson, you know, roommates with Tooks. Back in the days of the dorms. Well, anywho, I haven't really talked to you lately. There is really nothing I can say to make everything right in your world, but all you can do is press on. Living in the same city as him and even hanging out with him isn't going to make your feelings for him fade if you are trying to get over him, they will just make them stronger and more confusing. Move to Europe!! That way you can have a fresh start at a new life with no drama from the States holding you down. And I don't use livejournal much anymore. I use MySpace now. Well, I wish you the best of luck with life back in Cali and hope that all ends up going the best ways for you!! Oh and I moved to Texas. You should come visit, can take you to mexico and we can get trashed. Would be fun :)