amazing how i decide not to smoke weed i lose practically all my friends...apparently i guess i was considered a pot head when i hung out with the so called clique. now its like i betrayed them and they dont see me as a friend anymore. yah sure i'll be like hey whats up at parties or wherever i see them and then later on the night its like we dont ( Read more... )

where to begin...i dont even know. i could start off with things that have pissed me off, certain people that have pissed me off, lost respect for people, people who i thought were cool and now i think are two faced...yah doing a little batman reference (awesome movie by the way) and doing things behind my back and doesnt help when a certain ( Read more... )

im either played for a fool and trust will be hard to come by from me or i am a fool for not trusting and retaining that trust will not be as easy ( Read more... )

i just get frustrated more than i should. i guess im wrong in that i feel like im being neglected when my girlfriend sees an old guy friend and she gets excited and has to say hi and spark up some conversation with him. especially today when we were in this store and she took some clothes to try on and i told her if she wanted to get a pair of ( Read more... )

well i had an interview for a new job yesterday i think it went pretty well. i'll find out monday if i got the job or not. still gotta find another job cuz its only part time and thats just not gonna cut it having to pay for mine and jacys phone bill, hopefully split rent on an apartment with 2 of my friends, food, student loan for college, gas, ( Read more... )

if christmas shopping wasnt bad enough, being on the other end where you are doing the selling sucks. whatever, i haven't even really got a good dent into my christmas shopping. i always don't know what to give someone cuz whenever i think something would make a great gift like months before this time i forget it and try to remember it by browsing ( Read more... )

so i've come to realize that when a girl that i...well im not sure how to put it, but i guess admire or "crush" calls me by my last name, which alot of people do, i feel like we'll only be friends. maybe im just weird but i just feel like all the girls that i've been close to or dated have called me by my first name. so when i hear girls call me ( Read more... )

work, work, work...i am the footwear manager so i'll be getting a pay raise. i have 2 tickets to a Monday Night Football game. apparently money is an issue so i no longer have someone to go with. so now i have to find someone who doesnt have school to go to, and/or who can get off work, preferably a cowboys fan. whatever...i got a new cell phone ( Read more... )

well for my friends...but not me. cuz im a loser who basically flunked out and doesnt have any money to pay to go to school. im gonna get promoted at dicks sporting goods to a sales lead/manager position in footwear so hopefully i'll be making some real money. but what pisses me off is that when i first started out as a part time associate, i was ( Read more... )

so i pretty much love that song. i have been working at dicks sporting goods for almost 4 months now and recently just got promoted to full time. madden 08 comes out tomorrow and dont expect me to be leaving my house that day. im gonna be playing it non stop. so i bought the new harry potter book the day it came out and i still havent opened it. im ( Read more... )