today was ok i sat at home ((yea i skipped school, again)) and i helped my mom out since she cant get out of bed for the next few days. then i talked to kegan the rest of the day. it was awesome. macki sent me home some homework tht confused the hell out of me, i would have been better off without it. thanks anyways hun. LoL ((it confuses me!!! ugh ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | -losing kegan
02 | -not being understood
03 | -deep water
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | -Kegan
02 | -Macki
03 | -Jen & Chris (i cant choose one)

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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | -kegan02 | -my friends ( Read more... )

i'm getting so pissed off at so many people from that "school" its not even funny. everyone is always in someone elses busniess. telling someone what they can and can not do. whats good for them and what is going to hurt them in the long run. this is driving me crazy. and i mean the sad thing is, they do it because they like drama. its like if they ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here talking to kegan on the phone. i didnt go to school today because its boring and my mom is in the hospital so yea, theres no point in it. but now my problem is that i'm bored at home. i am suppose to be cleaning but yea i dont feel like it so i'm sitting here. i am looking not looking forward to this weekend. its going to be so ( Read more... )

Theres this thing...it says what you are by your birth month...heres mine.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. ( Read more... )

guess what. another crazy day. not good. but not horrible. ha. well......today our school decided to do a "random" drug test. too bad its not random when a teacher picks out the people that have to take it. its bullshit. i get so pissed off and so frustrated with that school and its teachers. we have two weeks left of school, WHY ARE WE TAKING A ( Read more... )

i'm sick of constantly having bad days. i want a good day. i'm so sick of bad days LOL maybe its just the way i see things. well i hope i can change my point of view. its like i look for the darkcorner in a lighted room. in a crowded room i look for a place to be alone. i have a really good situation i'm in. something i should be really happy ( Read more... )

i had a good weekend. of course my parents drive me crazy but i got to see kegan. that was awesome. i'm getting so sick of my mom though. err its like i'm never good enough for her. no matter what i do shes never happy and its always like that so now i feel scarred. its like no matter what situation i dont feel good enough, i'm not saying its my ( Read more... )

CRIED? yes ( Read more... )

today was ok. i had to recite some william shakespeare in lit. i got 100. yes. sooo good. i'm talking to kegan now..wow. i love him so much. hes funny......blah i'm bored.

i think i'm going to the crawfish boil this w.e. yay. tons o fun. and i get to see kegan. yay.

damn. boring.

i'm kinda frustated but i dont wanna talk about why...errrrr.... ( Read more... )