So for the longest time I forgot I had this thing. Its almost been a yr since I've updated and a lot of shit has happend since the last entry. Mike got kicked outta the Army for being crazy. I've been dating Ron for almost a yr (next month in June will be our 1 yr). This semester I got an A in math (which I basically pissed my pants cuz I've never ( Read more... )

Allo.......so I mind as well update this thing cuz my cleaner is, well of course, is cleaning the house. My math class is lame...I hardly know anything and I feel like I'm gonna drop out. Mike is stressed out about going to Iraq but I know he'll be safe; he just has to keep that in his mind. sdfs

So to update from my experience of doing a keg stand ( Read more... )

So for the past 2 days (friday and saturday) I've been over Brandon's house with Ron and a few other ppl for a lil get together. I'm not gonna say it was a party cuz there wasn't that many ppl there.  And last night to finish up the keg we all did keg stands. I finially did my first keg stand. It was great...but my second stand my arms gave out and ( Read more... )

So I think I jinxed myself yesterday. After I wrote in this and went to class, I looked at where Mike used to sit....and got really emotional. I went outside with a tissue just incase if I'll cry...and I did. This one girl Tiffany in my class asked if I was alright and I said no and she realized that Mike wasn't in class. She helped me laugh and we ( Read more... )

So Mike left for Washington yesterday morning. SurprisinglyI didn't cry when I got to class.I thought I would...but for some odd reason I have a feeling of relief that he can get this over and done with. I feel that this is right for him. Hes more of a military man....I dunno i cant describe my feelings. But anywho...so its only been 2 days since ( Read more... )

You how when a person says that they feel like their heart has been ripped out....well thats how I feel right now ( Read more... )

So me and Mike went down hill on thursday and ended up just splitting. I knew he never had any feelings for me what so ever but for some odd reason I stayed with him...for 6 months....knowing I'll end up getting hurt. So I'm still hurt...very hurt...but I try and not let it get to me. He leaves May 1st and I hope the best of luck to him. I hope he ( Read more... )

I feel so depressed and far away that I wanna scream out...."Don't leave stay with me" but I know he cant

So this past weekend has been ok I guess. It's not the same when Mike isn't around. I basically was with Ciara on Friday and Saturday. Friday kinda sucked ass....I had such a bad headache at work and I wanted to sleep so bad, but at the same time I was hungry so Ciara and I went to Rosa's and then went to the SafeHouse and then to her new boy toy's ( Read more... )

So I got back from San Diego yesterday. It was a lot of fun. I went to the zoo and seaworld with my boyfriend and my sisters. We didnt do much. Although we got upgraded at the hotel room. We got the suite of all suites...so it was nice. The room had a kitchen a living room and a huge king sized bed. We also had a balcany that overlooked the bay so ( Read more... )