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My Resonant 2 Have Hope Again
About a week ago I got my first tattoo never thought I would ever get one but now that I do I cant wait to get another as they say once u get a tattoo u cant stop :). I need to get mine touched up but I really love it and what it signifies I love even more. On my left wrist its a open bird cage with a small bird flying away for years being abused ( Read more... ) -
Wow LJ on my Fire :)
First off does anyone does ne1 ever read these entries? I love journaling it helps me to cope with everyday life and I love seeing how much I change after writing in my journals. Now if only I can continue to journal on a regular basis. If u r reading this whoever u may be u should msg me I would love to hear from u or anyone for that matter. ( Read more... ) -
Life
Wow where to start....so many changes....I met my sister for the very first time in January of this year. She is my dads youngest daughter I am his oldest we also have a brother too. So I am the oldest of now 6 siblings. Makes life all warm and fuzzy. Kim came to visit her visit turned into live with me and now she is back in Tx with her mom or ( Read more... ) -
Who Woulda Thought???
This last year of 2009 was jus.................... WOW is the best word I can come up with. I feel as tho I have lived separate lives, playing different people in each life but still being myself, it is hard to describe. I was living in my own apartment in Tulsa. I really got into the gothic scene. Fell for a guy, actually to be honest two guys. ( Read more... ) -
A sense of relief!!!
Okz! You know that feeling you get when you make a decision not to care about a certain something, you get this sense of relief. Well I have decided not to care about a certain something that happened awhile back. Back in Feburary I ended up getting taken advantage of by a coworker BIGTIME and then ended up losing a friend that same night, tho it ( Read more... ) -
Life 'AWAY' from Tulsa
I am finally moving away from Tulsa, Thank You Jesus!!! There's jus nothing there but very very few reasons to stay. There's mainly bad memories. I need and am getting my new fresh start. I will be back to visit Tulsa and my friends but not to stay. I got me a lil cabin in a lil town where I grew up. I am able to be with my family now and thats ( Read more... ) -
The beginning of true happiness and true freedom =)
"I'm letting go of so much but I'm gaining so much more!" Meaning: I have let go of everything that I have grown to love within the past year. People, friend(s), places, and things. All of which I thought was bringing me happiness and meaning to my life. But I have came to realize that all of which I was so desperately grabbing for was only a band- ( Read more... ) -
What do I do now?
My entire life seemed to have turned for the worse Thursday night! I went out with someone from my job that I jus started. My intentions was to make a new friend but he wanted more apparently a lot more. He ended up raping me! I was/am in the wrong in so many ways. I should have never been so trusting and I should have faught him off a lot more ( Read more... ) -
Am I normal or jus hopelessly freaky ?
I'm not quite sure why but when someone really starts to like me I get a lil freaked out. Maybe it's the way they're showing me that they like me that freaks me out? Or perhaps it's because this doesn't happen to me very often so maybe I'm jus not used to it, yet? It is usually is the other way around by far. I mean yeah other guys that I like has ( Read more... )