Comments | nikki70586: *_have you ever wished you were perfect?

nikki70586

*_have you ever wished you were perfect?

Oct 12, 2003 20:04

I'm in an extremely horrible upset mood right now. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like i'm the worst friend, girlfriend, daughter in the world. I feel like i dont deserve to be here and that nobody deserves such a horrible person in their life. I've been so upset over alot of things lately but i dont like to think about them because i get ( Read more... )

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pinkxcupcake October 12 2003, 17:25:09 UTC

im here, and i know exactly what you mean. i have no self-esteem either.

nikki70586 October 12 2003, 17:27:27 UTC

:-\ thanks sweetie

itsf0rthebest October 12 2003, 17:37:33 UTC

dont worry about nething sweetie..ur not the worst friend..ill luv u always~idk watd id do wo my nikkerz

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nikki70586 October 12 2003, 18:49:28 UTC

i love you too!!! thankie lol

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itsf0rthebest October 12 2003, 19:09:20 UTC

one day..im gonna randomly show up at ur doorstep w a gallon of ice cream-sum whip cream-sprinkles (multi colored!!)-and sum carmel syrup..and we'll watch movies and PIGGG OUTTT (maybe we should make that 3 gallons of ice cream)..mmmm..

nikki70586 October 12 2003, 20:53:42 UTC

omg i'd sooo like that
haha.......dreaming<33

itsf0rthebest October 12 2003, 21:39:15 UTC

=P *droolage*

too_adorable October 13 2003, 03:31:09 UTC

um this is prolly uncalled for SINCE I "BETRAYED YOU" but um yeah feel better. and ur not fat or ugly or anything.

nikki70586 October 13 2003, 12:25:28 UTC

was i talking to you? did it say your name.. dont think everythin is about you

thanks

anonymous October 13 2003, 06:17:27 UTC

hey its lex... im at school... so yea.. why are u acting this way? and it better not be me and cass ur talkin about when u say that 2 ppl "betrayed" cuz i would love to know what we did. honestly nik the only things that i've been saying to u the past few days is to cheer up, that we both love u so much, and that u gotta stop being so hard on urself.
for the last time (well maybe not but u know..)
we love u nikki
and before u say that we betrayed u, gets thats what i get outta ur entry, tell us what we did cuz i dont want our friendship to die over nothing.. ur too valuable to us to lose
<3 peas <3

nikki70586 October 13 2003, 12:26:47 UTC

like i said to cassie.. does it say any of your names? nope.. so how do you know if i was talking about you two or not. i DO have other friends that are mean to me. and you guys arnt. if it was you two, i'd say the names

too_adorable October 13 2003, 12:29:23 UTC

aight but u kinda made it sound like it was about us

nikki70586 October 13 2003, 12:34:03 UTC

"i cant trust anybody anymore because 2 people that were very important to me betrayed me in ways that i could never forget"

yup very much! :-\ no it doesnt. it just so happens that when you and lex and i were fightin something else happened with my other friends

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