well last night, got into yet another fight with my asshole of a father, i really hope my mom doesnt want to move with in the next two years, cuz then id be stuck living with the asshole...but w/e been confused wiht some things lately....dont know what to do anymore....everything just doesnt seem worth it...but w/e gotta go get ready for school, ( Read more... )

well...havnt writting in a while...mostly b/c i dont have anything to vent about anymore...well this morning i had a dentist appt and afterwards i just didnt feel like going to school so i hav my mom bring me back home...maybe now i can catch up with all the work i havnt be doing....so stressed with school...i hate that i get this way but i cant ( Read more... )

ok well my mom leaves this morning, really early, i didnt wake up to say goodbye and i felt kinda bad about that, but w/e the day off from school was nice, i needed it, i was so tired all week...school tomorrow, dont know why they are making us going back on a friday, seems kinda pointless, but w/e im not going....leslee is spending the night ( Read more... )

well my mother and her boyfriend are leaving for florida tomorrow morning, not coming home til monday nite, its my fathers weekend to take the boy, (aka frankie my little brother) so baiscally home alone...this should be fun and very interesting...mwahahaha....well in other news, eric thinks hes staying here for the time while everyone is away, and ( Read more... )

officially one year today...ugh, dont know why i do this to myself....w/e

you were 100% right when you told me that it wasnt that i loved him, it was that i loved being with someone....only if i knew i should have had that conversation with you alot sooner.....

the more fucking shit i find out about how fucked up eric was when we were together pisses me off soooooo fucking much ( Read more... )

well school started yesterday....first day was good...today was good as well i suppose...this year isnt going to be as much fun as last year, but im sure ill manage to make it fun....proud of myself...two days in a row...actually did homework...dont know how long it will last...we'll see i guess ( Read more... )

well varsity game was last nite, that was fun i guess....41-0 us...pine bush sucks!! but it was fun seeinge every one i didnt see all summer....party afterwards...didnt go, really didnt feel like it, but after i got home i kinda wished i went cuz i was bored...but w/e ( Read more... )

Well, things are finally begining to get a little better...school starts in a week...still have A LOT of shopping to do...always fun...um...finally got my schedule, its ok, NO study halls though...was thinking about dropping a class, (keyboard), but then my mom pointed out that i should keep it, cuz basically its a guaranteed A, which mite come in ( Read more... )

this past week has been complete hell... like seriously nothing is going right at all...eric asked for a break...was fine with that, then started thinking about it, i dont want ANOTHER on again off again relationship...they suck, and i always wind up getting hurt....we broke up already once before, and granted it was in the very beginning of our ( Read more... )