I'm so fucked. I have about... a month and nine days to complete my portfolio and have it ready for presentation at my in-person review, and until March 1st to have my application/essay/etc. in, but I don't want to wait. I'm feeling this anxiety like I'm not going to get it done and I'm going to be left behind, and it's not helping that I'm ( Read more... )

So while I don't think I'll be getting what I truly wanted for Christmas, I know I did get some things that were in the back of my mind. What I really wanted was the Rebel XTi. What I'm getting is a 7" display for my car that can play music from my iPod, movies, etc., Socom: Combined Assault, Rise Against's new DVD Generation Lost, Monster cables ( Read more... )

I can't explain my recent obsession with Muse. I've liked them for a long time, but now I can't get enough. I want mooooooore ( Read more... )

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I'm fucking lost right now. I don't know what the hell is going on. I did something horrible. Drew's going to hate me and I can't even get in touch with him right now. FUCK.

So, for those of you who know me also know that my mother and I share a cell phone plan and that it's in her name. Unfortunately, this gives her the little power boost that she needs and she's decided to turn my phone off temporarily. Why? Heh ( Read more... )

I feel really alone today. With Drew helping his parents with a move to a new place and my parents treating me worse and worse each day - I've resolved to video games & sleep. Jen's all the way out in Dallas for CPL, and Tim is on tour without meee. Hopefully I'll be back to my merry self in a month or so. I feel so fat. Blah ( Read more... )

I was digging through some old photos and decided to sharpen/level out some of them. Here are a few I particularly liked of the bunch (and they're screaming "Click me!"):


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So I'm absolutely considering leaving the CS 1.6 team. I can't stand the way I'm treated. I'm kind of an outsider. It's mainly because I can't compete in CPL but sometimes I see it having to do with other things, too. I just want to be treated like I'm part of the team. Never in my life have I been apart of a team that didn't accept me as a member ( Read more... )

So, I can't sleep and I'm starting to realize that I fucking hate MySpace with a passion.

Think about it - What is MySpace? Time that I used to spend talking to friends that I never get to see on AIM, posting on message boards, designing, editting photos, programming and reading is being taken up by MySpace. It's just a way to get as many people ( Read more... )