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the downward spiral
My week has seen an increasing state of underlying anxiety.... I have twice now had panic attacks that i havent had in years. ive constanly been in tears over the pressure and frustration of things that i cant even identify. My sleeping has gone out the window (ive never had a problem sleeping)im tired, and have a really bad self destructive urge ( Read more... ) -
Fool Proof
Is anyone going this weekend ( Read more... ) -
Well this explains it
At the moment im in an organising frenzy, and apart of this is shifting through my medication cupboard and making sure i know what medication is for what ( Read more... ) -
Aunty kils wedding.
Yesterday I went to charlys aunty kylies wedding. hmmmpft. Same as the last 10 ive been too ( Read more... ) -
Maitreya post..
Blah blah blah.... i did things, there was some water...
Awesome times, tripping on the dancefloor sat night, pretty lasers, warm flames, big smiles.
I came to maitreya to do just that. i did it.
Yay. plus My brain is nearly full force back in nikki mode. Lots of anxiety, but sooo much happiness. my brain is home :) -
Getting into postive posting
I have new printer. it is cheap and black and white. But it makes me feel organised.
Now i have to re arrange my whole dining room so my room matches the organisation of my desk...
Or i could go to my first day of school.
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Posting something postive...
I am going to see Faith No more today....
And my dreamy dream lover boy Josh Homme... he is my Rockstar
This day is going to be full of smiles that hurt my facial muscles... and a lot of jumping WOOhoo -
Utilisation of live journal.
I was looking forward to using live journal and blogging as a way of documenting stuff and things ( Read more... ) -
Hello Live Journal world
I signed up with Live Journal a few weeks ago because, Ben and I were bored ( Read more... ) -
I'm Alive!
Nikki is Online!