why can't you just make me happy for once?

is making everyone else but me happy your goal in life?

what the hell do i do wrong?

no one cares about me...

sometimes i wonder why i even try...

to the few of you who read this...you probably don't know what's going on...but thats okay...it doesn't matter anyway...

Hello ( Read more... )

ok so not really. the music program up in Point has this Adopt-a-Freshman program where upperclass music majors/minors "adopt" a freshman and show them around and help them. Since this is a tough major I guess its a good thing. My adopter is from Minnesota and she plays the violin. I'm assuming shes also a music major because they said they paired ( Read more... )

yesterday was really nice. i went to the zoo with rob and his family. im sure rob will eventually put the walking stick story in his journal. i can't tell stories too well so i will leave that to him. it was hilarious though. then we went to toms for ice cream. when we got back into town i took a nap. then i went to robs basketball game with claire ( Read more... )

i don't want college to come. i really don't. everyone's leaving. the people who have become most important to me i'm not going to see to often anymore. i'm really going to miss rob. sadly i'm missing him already. i hope everything works out....for the better. will and claire...the friendship we have is awesome. i hope we can keep it going during ( Read more... )

So I finally talked to my roommate. She seems nice. She's a sophomore. All I need to get is the microwave, an awesome phone and an iron. I have to get going on that ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont even know why i try

Yesterday was nice. I needed to catch up with Amy and have some good times like we used to. We drove up to my camper and swam and sat in the hot tub during the insane rain storm. We had to bring up Jade, Andreas friend and then bring them both back. That kind of sucked. We stopped at A&W on the way back in Clintonville. The Juke Box was free so we ( Read more... )

sunday early morning to end of fireworks:i only got about 1hr and 15min of sleep. the sad thing was i was home ( Read more... )

here was my day ( Read more... )