why does life have to be like this?

all i want is to have someone care about me for once.

honestly is it too much to ask?

i don't think it is. but like i said before i'll get used to having no friends.

Look at my pets!


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well it looks like no piano class for me this semester. now im behind and i definately wont be out of point in 4.5 years. you're supposed to apply for music ed. at the end of your 3rd semester. nope. not gonna happen. i can't apply until the end of the 4th semester now. why does the other theory teacher have to be such a jerk? he's going to have to ( Read more... )

i was up in Point for the past 2 days. woo hoo. that was tons of fun. not really. my brain hurts from all the info they crammed in our heads. so my schedule is kinda cool. i have like 6 music classes (music theory, aural music theory, applied violin/group violin, orchestra, piano...i think thats all of them), english (101...nothing special) and ( Read more... )

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ok claire...you wanted people to update so i will fill everyone in on my seriously boring summer. ummm.....ok....i've been hanging out with rob alot. i went to a few grad parties on saturday. chris r. had some amazing food. thursday rob took me to ginerootz. it was sooo good! then we went to kohls so i could buy a swimsuit. then we traveled over to ( Read more... )

We GRADUATED!! the after party was awesome. it was definately better than prom. the wedding i had to stand up in went awesome. watching my drunk dad dance was by far the most embarrassing thing ever! ask robbie about it if you don't believe me. i wish i would've brought my camera in there to tape it. oh well. my grad party was good. i wish certain ( Read more... )

FRIDAY: a half-day which wasn't too bad. sat around for a bit by myself. then robbie called and we went to the mall. we ran into Brigette, Nikki T. and Ashley. then my phone rang...i know no big deal. but the freaky thing was the second it started to ring Rob was like...it's Claire. i looked and guess who it was? yup. Claire. freaky. that never ( Read more... )

So this past weekend wasn't as great as it was supposed to be. Pictures were stressful b/c there were too many people (kids and parents) but fun. I have some good pics. Dinner was awesome! I'm finding an excuse to go back there (hint, hint robbie). The dance wasn't as great as it was hyped up to be. I felt really bad for Claire because of Will's ( Read more... )

Well I found out more info about my Grandpa. He has severe depression and is now working with a psychologist. That's why he called. I feel alot better knowing why he called but I also feel extremely sad for him. The past few days I've been trying to have fun but knowing that he's sitting in a house by himself lonely and not having fun is making it ( Read more... )