*Tell me about yourself!! Not that I don't know almost everything anyway but just DO IT!! And leave it on my comments. Thankya ( Read more... )

So I have this new phrase that I've been saying a lot lately. Yo yo ho ho. Don't know why. I think it makes me feel gangsta like. Who knows.... ok, that was totally random ( Read more... )

Hello again LJ world! Even though my little LJ world consists of about 2 or 3 people. It has been forever!! Since almost September. Damn ( Read more... )

I'm determined to start updating more often. We'll see if it actually happens, haha. But as for now, I'm on a roll. Maybe it's just because I'm at the library, once again, and procrastinating, once again. Hm... could be it ( Read more... )

So I definitely havent updated in a while. My b. As for me, everything's going pretty well. I've been working at McAlisters for about a month and a half and it's been pretty fun. I've met a lot of really cool people. Believe it or not it's pretty hard work. Being on your feet for around 5 hours is painful. Definitely should be getting paid more an ( Read more... )

Nothing but good news coming from me today! I found out yesterday that the lump in my breast was just a benign thingy made of fibro-tissue. And it will always be benign!!! YAY!!! I just have to go back in 6 months to get another ultrasound to make sure it's not growing, and if it is, that it isnt getting too big. The only problem that would cause ( Read more... )

So I'm nervous. Really nervous. My biopsy is in 9 hours. I can guarantee I will not be getting much, if any, sleep tonight. It's really scary to think about the unknown. It's really scary to think of probabilities and chances and percentages of things being good or bad. All in all, I'm just scared out of my mind right now ( Read more... )

Today was a little bit better. I'm trying to keep myself occupied. I'm trying not to think of what might be. It's really hard to not freak out, but I've realized I can't just stay in bed all day, especially when my damn mouth is still hurting ( Read more... )

So.... life isn't looking up these days. As for the last post, shit wasn't going too swell that day, and the fact that the night before was July 4th and a lot of alcohol was consumed by me, did not help my depressive state the next day ( Read more... )

I feel really on edge right now. I almost feel like I'm going to lose it.

I thought I passed this stage in my life?

This is what I want to do with my life, and I can't even remain stable...

What the hell is happening??

I feel numb again

Am I slipping again or is just too many things going on at once?

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