Life gives you ups and downs. I should have known how happy my day/week was going, that I would spend the evening crying alone in this very small, empty, lonely apartment. I hate this feeling to the point I long for Kentucky with a passion. Giving all my weakness to my mother in her arms. Family is very powerful and at this particular moment. I ( Read more... )

2016 isn't going as good as i was hoping.

Still here in Seattle. Loving my Seattle life. Not as much my personal life. Too screwy and i'm not sure what I should do with it. The city is the only thing keeping me sane. I love it here.

Hi Frank ( Read more... )

Living in Seattle is great. Except when Cody is out having fun. Not inviting me. And I have no one here to hang out with. What I would do for Tracey to be here right now.

Hello very old friend... As always it has been awhile. I.m older but not much wiser. I've found my soul mate and I've found my home... Though ironically I'm almost homeless. I live my my boyfriends parents on our journey though the hard live of "saving money". Not an easy thing to do. No matter how small our bills are. We plan on moving to Seattle ( Read more... )

:x: movie you went to- True Grit ( Read more... )

So here is a serious note. Fuck guys. You think you can trust what they say and you want to even though you know you shouldn't. I was right but I still trusted him knowing I shouldn't. Once I saw his ways I dumped him like an old pop can i'll never use again. I'm done. I thought he was perfect for me but obviously he wasn't ( Read more... )

I hate being right. I always am... and it is never anything academically or anything that I can use positively. It's always something bad that I can see coming. Blah

I hate being me. I hate having feelings. I hate falling for someone who "Claims" he wants me but deep down I know he doesn't. He makes me promise him we'll be friends forever and that if one day we marry someone else, he claims he'll come with a tear in his eye. He acts like he wants to be with me but then he puts a strong foot down when it ( Read more... )