wow? this still exists.

no one ever tells you that forever feels like home..

i love you stephen.

one day someone will walk into your life and make you realize why no one else worked out before him.

I find hope in the one who makes me smile through my tears and the one who kisses me when i look like a mess. Hes the one who calms me down when i want to break down. He ( Read more... )

i'm thinking.
actually i was thinking about this the other day.

for the past three years.. i have pretty much been in love with gabe. well it wasnt til last year that these feelings were mutual. but anywho. we've been talking randomly lately. and ive really enjoyed every bit of it. you know how i do. it just puts a smile on my face. and i know i ( Read more... )

so if i wanted to go to kent state instead, i wouldnt have to pay any TUITION!!!!

i usually love work.. but tonight it just made me cry.

im working  a lot. its gonna help me out a lot next year.

ill miss it.

but man. right now im not so happy with it.

my college education will obviously be based upon a poll between friends, family, and teachers.

so tell me. which one is better for me. and why.

new york university

or Belmont university

[ YEAR 2005 ( Read more... )

i am no longer afraid of finding someone

i am just afraid of letting them in

I have a question.

Boy meets girl.

They depend on each other for a year.

They fall in ♥ love. ♥ ..and for a while their love is intense. then it is departed. distance. crap. you know. then its reunited.

wait maybe it was my fault? i found some other guy. for a bit. but that ended. quickly. and then he found someone else. it wasnt the same. i ( Read more... )

happy 18th bday sunnie!