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[nikkiremembered]

Last night Brian came home. I missed him, especially at night. For some reason sleep is so much better when he's next to me.  I gave him a nice hug but this time it felt different. It wasn't warm or big. He hugged me like I was a "hi, bye'" kind of friend. Brian forgets the fact that I am his wife.

When Brian visits LA, he disattaches from me. Like

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[tiny_tinkerbell]

*HUGS* I don't know exactly what you're husband is up to, but know that I'm here for you. I wanna wish you so much good luck and good karma and good thoughts and progress and healing while you're in UCLA. *hugs* You are stronger than all of this and if Brian can't see that, it's his problem/ fault, not yours. I know that's not much, but I love you dear. <3

[nikkiremembered]

Thank you Angie for your wonderful comment.

Speaking of karma, in a way that's how I feel about all this concerning my husband, you know, what goes around comes around. I know that I don't deserve it, but the thought of karma is in the back of my mind. I hope all is well with you and Roni. Love you, Rachel

[sunnybeaches85]

i <3 you and im sorry things arent going too well. maybe its not what it seems? :/

well, i hope things go okay at UCLA. maybe ill send you a card or something? :)

*hugs* feel better and ill miss you<3

[nikkiremembered]

Thank you. For a while there I was beginning to worry about you. I'm actually at UCLA right now. We have email access tonight for the adults. It's alright I guess. I have to stick with it though.

I <3 you. take care, Rachel