awwwwww i'm SOOOO glad you are showing optimism so damn well!!! and look what happened, you didn't b/p today! maybe it's cause you were originally so optimistic and told yourself you wouldn't!!!
now you're MY inspiration to stay optimistic! it's like a continuing sprialling cycle of help here!!
Jeez. I just went 2 days without purging, then purge once each of the last two days.
I want to be a part of this not b/p ing.
I figure, I quit smoking cold turkey when I smoked 2 packs a day at one point. I HAVE to be able to at least chill on the purging shit. I think I might not want to quit this as bad as that, at least, not yet.
The longest I have ever gone was 2 days with out binging and purging, then it's right back to 3 times or more a day for at least a month. I usually try to stop when my gag reflexes go out on me. I still really want to b/p, and I know eventually I'll break down and do it. I just hope I can pick myself up the next day. I'm glad I am inspiring you. \(^_^)/ yay! <3 take care, you're beautiful
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that's all i have to say for now.
oh, and
=) =)
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<3 rach
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now you're MY inspiration to stay optimistic! it's like a continuing sprialling cycle of help here!!
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Jeez. I just went 2 days without purging, then purge once each of the last two days.
I want to be a part of this not b/p ing.
I figure, I quit smoking cold turkey when I smoked 2 packs a day at one point. I HAVE to be able to at least chill on the purging shit. I think I might not want to quit this as bad as that, at least, not yet.
but you're inspiring me :-D
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