Comments | nikkiremembered: Who touched me or is it all in my head?

nikkiremembered

Who touched me or is it all in my head?

Dec 22, 2004 18:10

Last night I hung out with Gino, or Gina Regina. Homosexuals and their nicknames. We just drove to Barns and Nobles bookstore and smoked a cigarette. Ian's girl drove up with Amber sitting in the passenger side. It's Amber and Amber. Yay. I couldn't tell if she was stoned or pilled-out. Gino and I had to leave cause we were just so damn cold. We ( Read more... )

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versace_vixen December 23 2004, 03:23:03 UTC

I read that whole entry and wow. What a sick man that guy was. It was in no way your fault. And I'm sorry to hear about your sex life with your husband. I don't know what to say other than be really active in doing things other than sex. Get him really excited and show him how enthusiastic you are about foreplay. Just an idea. I'm here for you.

nikkiremembered December 23 2004, 22:31:46 UTC

Thanks for the idea. I just need to get my libido back in gear. You're so sweet.<3

ana4athom December 23 2004, 03:37:54 UTC

I love you! I just wanted to say hi. I read your entry, and as always I send you a bundle of hugs. I've been b/p free for a week now and it has made me soooooo irritable. I'm STARVING to death here. The next chance I get...when the family and relatives leave to go somewhere...I swear I'll eat everything in this house and purge (then repeat)! I'm going crazy here. Anyway, I haven't been able to post as often with so many people using this one computer at my parents' house. I wanted to send you some love, though!
~Dori

nikkiremembered December 23 2004, 22:33:02 UTC

Love ya too! Wow, one whole week! Good luck on such a great accomplishment. <3

ana4athom December 24 2004, 03:14:12 UTC

thanks let's hope it lasts! but it won't. i'm doomed on xmas day. i've already planned to b/p all of the goodies lol.
dori

thesillyheart December 23 2004, 03:55:10 UTC

Don't get too upset if you purge-- small steps. If you need to talk, I'll send you a messenger sn or something (if you do messenger at all ( ... )

nikkiremembered December 23 2004, 22:44:05 UTC

I actually don't have messenger yet ( ... )

tiny_tinkerbell December 23 2004, 21:30:04 UTC

I've bounced between anorexia and bullimia for the last ten years. I come from a broken home and was molested, but also have a very intellecual/ academic family that puts a lot of emphasis on perfection and appearances, so I think I was doomed by stereotypes to do the combo...

Hope the holidays get better sweetheart. <3 Angie

tiny_tinkerbell December 23 2004, 21:31:41 UTC

Oh yeah - the guy who molested me? My best friend's dad. I was seven and so was she. It went on for about a year till I told the police. I'm so glad your school principle handled the situation correctly.

nikkiremembered December 23 2004, 22:47:42 UTC

I'm sorry to hear about that too. *big hugs*

tiny_tinkerbell December 23 2004, 22:52:29 UTC

It's cool. With group therapy and *talking about it*, I've really dealt with most of my issues and can now have a healthy and active (monogomous) sex life. When I was younger I went through a phase of being terrified of sex, then overly indulgent...

Good luck with your husband and those issues. Are you seeing an individual or marriage counselor? It may help...

Merry Christmas honey <3

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