...but I'm not good enough to be Bulimic.

[nikkiremembered]

I'm back in this cycle where I just don't give a fuck about purging anymore. I'm not talented enough, or should I say strong enough, to will the food back up. I'm a failure at being bulimic

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[endless_melody]

You once said you could either 1) hate yourself for what youve done or 2) give yourself a hug and say "i love you for who you are" theres always tomorrow.... Tomorrow is such a gift, rachel. and dont feel like you have to fit a classification, (bulemic) I dont fit into any one ED, and i guess that uniquness makes me really frustrated alot- but at the same time, its comforting to know that you have a way out, youre not too far in over your head

[nikkiremembered]

Sorry it's taken me so long to reply. I've really wanted to reply to such a nice comment, but I've been trying to update, plus I've been busy since it's the holidays.

You're right, tomorrow is a gift even today. Some people don't make it to the next day, so I'm thankful that I still have tomorrow to pick myself up. I'm just so hard on myself when I binge and don't purge or even when I've slipped after not purging for one whole day. Saying positive things does help, even if it's corny. Thank you again. *hugs* Rachel