I don't know your family, but it sounds like you're really angry with them. Maybe you can all learn to love each other a little more. Family can be very important .. and very wonderful :-) Merry Christmas!
I am angry, which isn't good. But this is the last time that I'm ever staying at this house. Yes, family is important...Certain family members though. There's just too much chaos here. Merry Christmas! <3
I try not to make it my problem, but this house holds way too much guilt and pain. This is the last time that I'm ever staying here. Xmas isnt about gifts and who spent what, and blah blah blah, it's about Christ who died for us. I forget about that a lot.
I called you, but it was late. Going home today...call u tonight?
Arguements are a thing that happens here everyday. I'm just going to have to stay away from here forever. But today I leave for home- yay! Merry xmas! <3
Families can be so ridiculous! It's amazing the scraps they can get into at Christmas. I've had a couple of gong-show Christmases, too. They're fucking terrible.
I know this sounds petty, but don't overdose!
Granted, spending Christmas on a livejournal community for Bulimia seems really weak in print (lol!) but we love you and we're supportive and we care:-D and we don't want you to overdose!
I hope things get better for you in your life so you can get on with healing. That'd be a better christmas gift than any $2300 TV anyway.
No, I probably won't Overdose lol, It's just another random thought. I guess having done it 3 times, I always assume I can do it again. I never want to die, I just want to hurt myself. Things will get better since today is the last day that I am ever spending in this house. I hope you are doing okay too, merry xmas! <3
I'm sorry that you had a rough time with your family. Don't let it discourage you, though, because you're worth being well for YOU. You have a kind spirit and a gentle heart, and I know that means that you can be hurt. Being wounded does make things difficult, but please don't give up. So many people are rooting for you, Rachel. You're worth getting well for, even if your family isn't. --That made sense in my head better than I can articulate.
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I called you, but it was late. Going home today...call u tonight?
love you, rachel
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I know this sounds petty, but don't overdose!
Granted, spending Christmas on a livejournal community for Bulimia seems really weak in print (lol!) but we love you and we're supportive and we care:-D and we don't want you to overdose!
I hope things get better for you in your life so you can get on with healing. That'd be a better christmas gift than any $2300 TV anyway.
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If I can help you, let me know.
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