( And really, im not done talking about last night... )

I suppose I got my Halloween scare last night... i hope i never feel that terrified again in my life ( Read more... )

the message:

"hi sarah , this is your dad, can you give me a call? (gives cell phone number) thanks. bye."

what I really hear:"Hi sarah, this is your dad incase you couldnt recognise my voice, I know its been a year since we've spoken but id just like you to know that I am getting married to Gretchen - i think you've met her once or twice. Welp, ( Read more... )

This morning i slept through my classes. My dream was just so good, and i figure because my dream will be the most pleasent moment of today, then just let me sleep. lately it doesnt matter what im dreaming, it's better than reality. you'd think i get alot of sleep..

I was in SALT tonight; and i couldnt help sitting through all the singing, and just feeling like giving God the middle finger. Ive had this sinking feeling about so many things lately, so many shitty things happening to people I love...and through it all, I still just don't want to be here, and i dont know what its going to take for me to want to ( Read more... )

Something about the air outside, the dropping temperature ( Read more... )

I had the most off the wall thing happen to me last night..Im still so so caught off guard by this - i havent reached that point where i laugh about it yet. wow ( Read more... )

meh.

These past few days have been a little insane. Ive had a couple health issues; thursday night was pretty bad, and Ariel ended up taking me to the hospital around 11, and we didnt leave there until 2:30ish...i felt so bad. Skipped all but one class friday, and left for home with emily. This morning i had another doctors appt. its been a long weekend ( Read more... )

...A strong hold, familiarity, calm and peace, serenity. My family. My home. Me ( Read more... )