Fuck all this shit that addiction is a disease... that's bull shit... every time someone picks up a drug it is a conscience choice... not like a disease that can not be helped. and all this bull shit about people are born being an addict isn't true either somewhere along the line and addict had to stoop to the level where they chose their drug over ( Read more... )

so today my mom decided that i was no longer capable of thinking rationally anymore and thinks that i have gone over the deep end and she wants to put me back in the hospital... i am so sick of having to be the only one in my family who always has to hold it together... my mom can freak out and that's ok, makayla can be a total bitch and that's ok ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 30% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||||||| 40% Accommodation |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Materialism ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in about 6 months but i think i deserve to have that right being as my whole life was ripped, torn, shreded, mushed, and masicured... i now live on north tryon in a little getto appt... my parents are seperated... we have no idea how to help my dad with his problems and i have turned into the only one my mom can depend on which ( Read more... )

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hey everybody, so i havent been on much but i have the laptop now so i can be on more now so there is really nothing thats happened. i went to that three days grace concert a while back and was front and center! lead singer looked me straight in the eye and threw me a bottle of water! i threw up once and passed out twice it was so great! i am going ( Read more... )

hey everybody, so i havent posted in a while. thats bc my mom took the comp to the office and i never go there so hopefully she fixes the laptop soon! well nothing really has happened ive spent the whole summer babysittin so im home everyday with a bratty sisster but anyone can call my cell i miss and love you guys 704 728 2281

hey all i got a new cell phone!!!! yessss this rocs, this way i can have people call me when ever even at 3 in the morning which is great bc im always bored at that time!
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ok havent updated in a while so here it goes ( Read more... )