she sits under the oak tree and waits. She knows not what she waits for, only that if she waits long enough it will come...

and yet another evening she finds herself stumbling down the hallway towards the romo that she calls her own, and has nothing to say.

so belated, so dispondent.

and so it does i suppose...

my head throbs with pain, yet it feels the clearest it's been in a long while ( Read more... )

why do i always come off seeming like a total ass... why is everyone so fucking selfish. why can't i just be happy, do what i want to do, instead of living up to everyone else's standards? i got the opporunity of a lifetime today, a chance to go on a 21 day trip to europe with a very very select choral group, touring 6 different countries, ( Read more... )

Strange to think that I have passed along the last seven months without my own computer, hence, my prolonged absence; and what to say about all of that time? Love, simply... strange to think that I promised myself that this would not be an ongoing thing, "Nikki," I said to myself almost a year ago, "there shall be no more love in your life, not ( Read more... )

rumaging through cds long since neglected i ran across some beautiful poetry... i adore fiona apple ( Read more... )

very well could have been the worst night in the history of nights... ditched in every sense of the word. i suppose it's a fitting end to the week that came before, and the only thing keeping me going was the thought of Kill Bill Volume Two tonight... so much for that fucking idea, no fault of my own I must add, but no fingers will be pointed * ( Read more... )

IM received at 11:13PM: for some reason there is something about a dave matthews song that makes me think of you and how much i miss you. for some reason you're the only person who does that to me. i love you and always will ( Read more... )

i had forgotten how refreshing it is to see an old familiar face... how i have missed thee. also sent away letter + pictures to -you- this evening, with love of course. If I'd have had the chance, I would have painted the sunset this evening, exactly how it appeared to me at 7:43 this evening

those are my only comments of today..

what a sleepless weekend. i was extremely disapointed that i couldn't make it to rossi's party... the only disapointment of the weekend. LSE prom on saturday night, and an interesting night it was... (i will tell stories upon being asked...) A new favorite drink has been discovered... if only i knew what it was? anyways... another sleepless ( Read more... )

by the way

i'm changing my livejournal... new name is tearawayheart

updates will come soon