I have found it really hard these past 2 months to shrug off the depression that has found me. I know he wouldn't want me to dwell on his passing and I know everyone says he is in a better place. I can't help to want to speak to him or even hear his voice say, "hey son" the way he use to just say it. He was the most important to ever grace my life ( Read more... )

I know this is more then I post. I just feel so full. Have since about Halloween. I don't know what is causing my mood shifts and just sometimes some of the weirdest moods. Amanda has joked asking if her crazy has rubbed off on me. I assure her it hasn't and the only thing that tells me this is looking at some of the people in my social group who ( Read more... )

Okay. So some background on my passport issues. This is my second attempt at getting a passport. I first tried about 2 years ago to go to Japan to see Tegan and have a blast there. Well, that first time I paid for it to be expedited. Not only was it lost to the point where they refunded me but I got a letter of apology which stated I had to wait 6 ( Read more... )

My next few post are going to be broken up so they all don't blend together as some monster post. Where I last left off. My dad's condition was unsure. Well the doctors ran their test and found that the brain was only keeping the body alive, but there was no one there to drive... After a family talk we decided this isn't what he would have wanted, ( Read more... )

I want to thank everyone for their support through this really tough time and I couldn't have made it this far with out everyone let a lone the great distance I have to still go. I have been at the hospital with him every day and today I take a break. I have so much to be thankful for. The nurses have counted more the 120 people have stopped by to ( Read more... )

hello all I just wanted to give you a heads up if I seam to be off or distant. My dad had a heart attack this morning and I am still at the hospital. He is still unconcious and the nurse says he is doing good. All I can do is have faith.

I know it has been a while since I have used my journal and somethings have changed and or happened. I have had issues with my laptop and desktop which has kept me mostly off but here is a short up date. The last week or so has been great! I have been able to hang out with friends getting out an relaxing. This has mostly either been at four green ( Read more... )

Where did I last leave off? Ok so I went to New York for like 6 days and it was absolutely amazing! I got to sample the food, cold weather, good friends male and female, and to my surprise my alcohol tolerance and I went into an alley and had a good talk because everytime someone wanted to go out we ended up drinking. It was so much fun, I don't ( Read more... )

Yeah this was one of those days. Tomorrow we have our district and the district next to ours coming to our store. This is pretty much every store from upper north Va. to miami. and all the way over to Texas. So tons of important people. Now tonight sucked because we only had 3 people to clean ans get my entire department ready foot by foot. This ( Read more... )

It is time.. I have been saying i need to get my hair cut for some time and tomorrow is my appointment. Now I know i shouldn't be nervous, but it is a new stylist and the last time i had my hair cut it has a bad experience. After that I am off to get some stuff straightened out at the dmv. Then hopefully to a nice lunch and to see where the rest of ( Read more... )