i stopped doing live journal...i now have blogs on my myspace...
thats all...
nikki

I was two hours late for Billys prom...but it was totally woth it. I got to see Billy Perform beautifully in his musical Crazy For You...it truley was amazing. Just seeing Billy up there made me the happiest person in the world...then there was prom...we danced our butts off. I danced with Billy on the last dance...i balled my eyes out...i could ( Read more... )

i was recording with my friend brandon and i loved it...but i gotta go
nikki

So on friday at 4:33pm Chesney Brianne Mathias was born.Yay!!! I really am exited, im just sad, because the baby years are the best and ill probably see her when shes first a baby then ill see her and shes like 1 and ill miss so much of her. I started my new job at the movie theater and i love it there...i was a little nervous,but that all went ( Read more... )

So this guy, who im not going to mention,(ive liked him my whole life) sat next to me today. I was so happy. I know that he has a girl friend and i will probably never amount to her seeing as how shes a twig, but i still have faith that one day he will be my husband. How crazy does that sound...but then again he seems to be the type thats really ( Read more... )

I saw my crush on friday and today, it was so nice to see him. He came up to me and poked my side and said hi. Ugh i was so happy. And today he said hi to me and i so happy, but then he left. But thats ok. I kind og miss Billy, but everytime we are together he some how pisses me off. Hey im just being honest. Well Brandon L. told me that he is in ( Read more... )

So my sister, beccy M. and i are planning on moving in together. We may be moving into john andrus and oskars place. They will be moving out at the end of may. I would be sharing a room with beccy and that really cool because we both get along great. Ashley will be in her own room. I just really hope itll work, because we all really want this ( Read more... )

So i had my interview and i think it went well. I just need to take a drug test. That will go fine. Im exited to save up and get out of this town. Whether or not its with Billy in Madison or with God in Colorado. I really want to ba a worship leader or find the man of my dreams and he will be in the church ministry or something. I dont know. Just ( Read more... )

WOW, i loved it Detroit. I stood there during worship thinking that i couldnt get any closer to God and then there it hit me...I got ten times closer to him then anytime before. I know that i was a little cranky on the trip, but you would be to if you were around little kids all the time. Plus i love Nicky and Jewewl, but they were so upset because ( Read more... )

So tomorrow the youth group and i are leaving to Michigen for Acquire the Fire. I cant wait!!! Anyway tomorrow is also Jamesons Birthday he turns the big 16. WOW hes a youngen. So Brandon came back from his cruise. I got some presents from him and i love them...oh and him. Im a little scared to wear the bracelet that he got me, cuz i need to give ( Read more... )