when i met Kona, one of the last things she said in our first discussion was "marry me now!"
i met a girl tonight, she's Bella, and she said "marry me now" tonight i thought

what do i / how do i interpret this?

Woman Merry!
Warn Memory!
warm memory?
Re Arm My Own?
Re Warm My No?
Am Men Worry
Army Men Row

i don't know.
i'll worry, well see.

so im here. just to write while drunk focusing on nothing in particular ( Read more... )

i happen to be good friends with two good people who broke up with each other - and im strained as the link between them ( Read more... )

death death death ( Read more... )

BUT it must be good that im finally back, again ( Read more... )

i haven't spoken for 11 hours, i think ( Read more... )

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cinema
- writing a script composed of 7 vignettes

- casting friends & filming throughout fall & early winter

Photography
- in leu of the impossible project's most recent success with making a successful latex timing layer producing a complete and stable instant photograph, it looks like the chances of polaroid cameras becoming useless decorations ( Read more... )

 if i were not posting it here, this would be my post secret:

i am 19 & i feel like i have very little motivation.

but the one thing that always makes
me get up
get out
& working towards a goal
is thinking about

the kind of father i want to be for my son or daughter,
and the kind of husband i want to be for my wife.