looking forward to this weekend

I look in the mirror and cant stand to look at the monster I've become.

i messed up soooo much last night man, to bad i didn't give a fuck and had a good time playing with my friends.

also my friends and myself, were pretty awsome.

i had a night of delusion

I wish I could say the same.

I just want to exist as me.

i hardly write in this anymore.

good mood?

yes.

I've honestly have never had so many dreams about the same thing before in my life, its becoming more frequent, and lasting a little bit longer every time.

I can't fall asleep after it because then its on my mind.

My neck hurts too i need new pillows.

I'm starting to question a lot.

I will better myself.

I battle myself everyday ( Read more... )