Like I just added to my bio, I can't believe the fucking gay ass emo shit I had written in here. I cannot believe how god damn stupid some of this garbage was. I'm surprised anyone even spoke to me after reading some of this lame shit ( Read more... )

Frozen in this void.

Time stands still.

I progress, yet wonder.

I grow tired of this, things need to change now.

It was great to see my friends again. I couldn't have asked for a better time, spending the days with my family, and the nights with Justin and Jen. I'm very lucky to have all of you in my life, and I just wanted to let it be known that all of you made the trip more than worthwhile. You gave me my sanity back.

Thank You.

I lifted up the sleeve of my right arm only to see an intricate cobra tattoo coiled around my bicep, my knuckles and fingers were ink'd with a scale pattern. I was surprised when I saw it, I wasn't displeased at all. I really liked it. You told me it was gorgeous and the world felt perfect. Then I woke up, looked at the ceiling and realized I was ( Read more... )

If I could step back and analyze the image of my past emotional body I am sure the scene would not be a pleasant one. I picture an ash covered and gray skeletal carcass littered with injuries from friendships gone wrong and constant betrayal. I often ask myself if I care too much about things and people I shouldn't. There are times that I wonder if ( Read more... )

I'm aware of the eyes that cross this path. It's a shame that people assume so much. The mist of deception residing around this revolting family of people is so thick, they're beginning to choke on it. I do not attack until provoked enough to do so. Any "realizations" of past sins as recent knowledge is pure foolishness ( Read more... )

Winter has come and surrounding me, an icy aura. Half of me is pleasent, the other? Apathetic, as cold as the frosted cement outside. It's snowing, it has changed. It's almost home.. I suppose. I want to drown myself in the chilling depths and suffocate until I find warmth inside another broken heart. I want to die for the angels but thrive with ( Read more... )

Well, it seems my ability has risen to another level as I've begun to move and attack on technique instinct. This is one of the hardest things to understand and accomplish, yet it's beginning to come so naturally to me. Body movements and positioning over power has been an eye opener for quite some time now. Attacking no matter what damage you've ( Read more... )

I am beginning to understand the concept of the Void. A fourth and fifth dimension if you will. To a normal person this may sound like non-sense, but if anyone wishes to discuss this with me or help me understand even more so you're more than welcomed to. Enemy or Ally, knowledge should be passed on. I feel at peace lately in more aspects than I ( Read more... )