so los is free since yesterday and i got a new job today well a side job i supose working at my buddys place haha i guess thats kinda cool i mean well im gonna make sick tips haha but i went to walmart today to cash a check and to tell them and the store manager got all stupid with me and told me i  might have to go to part time and soem other ( Read more... )

buuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrito...

my insides feel empty... and torn....

i can tho its hard i keep t hinking all i ever think about is bad stuff i cant help it like if im driving i think about a car crash or if im at work i think of accidents happening to people then like all i think about is death and people suffering ... most of the time its me then my dreams dont really help much and then i get all paranoid for no ( Read more... )

haha omg soo the other night my stomach was hurting reallllly bad so yesterday i go to the doctor and then i find out i have apendixcitis klfjbnaisdg h whatever that my apendix was hurting so the doctor told me that if it got worse that i had to go to the emergency room cause it would burst and stuff haha soo i was all scared and jose was all ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooo on friday the 13th i made ANOTHER myspace account sooo ADD ME haha tom is my only friend at the moment haha hum i dunno.. myspace is lame it only adds to my insecurities and make me have many doubts and yes i dunno why i got it back but maybe its just my mind thats making these things up or they could be reality either way it sucks ( Read more... )

alright jess jesus christ you sent me a gazillion messages to update sooo here ya go this is for you hah... uhm i dunno guys i have been in sd well el cajon really but yeah i dunno its pretty lame over there well better then here but i was there for work and yea i plan on moving there before the end of october ive already got my apt spoted out and ( Read more... )

i feel like yacking haha i took 2 of merkits pills and i ate pizza before so i shoulda been alright but then at work i had and energy drink cause it made me TOOOO chill so now i feel like yacking and thats not cool but its also an appitite supressant so im not hungry but that and drinking water is the only thing thatll make me feel better soo yeah ( Read more... )

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alrighty then uhm yeah big argument toda all sorry but only a week away i supose.. i dunno i dont want to wait that long but fuuuuuck it ... i mean shit ive waited this fucking long i dunno i dont know how else to act anymore well not that im acting anything but like i dunno what he wants me to do soo yeah ugh drama haha its okay i guess he was all ( Read more... )