I told him I couldn't do it anymore. That I couldn't live like this forever. I told him that 5 years of lies and broken promises has left me in this dark and sad place - a place reminiscent of my childhood. That I couldn't be sad forever. I've healed so much and I can't let myself be miserable again.

These lies have been the topic of our ( Read more... )

For three years now, I've been desperately wanting my husband to keep a promise. Just one. I feel so terribly sad everyday. But, I love him. It's true that, when we're together, it's beautiful. We laugh, we can talk about anything, we are happy together.

I'm sad, though. Almost always. I'm not living my life the way that I want to - Ijust need a ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted.
I'mworn out.
I'm tired.

I haven't been without sleep.
I haven't been overly active.
I'm. Just. Tired.