something broke

i really hate myself sometimes

i dont even know what to do with myself.
i dont know

i honestly deeply care about my friends, i really do ( Read more... )

things i want ( Read more... )

UHHHBUHHH

FRIENDS ONLY

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i can count on my hands the people i love unconditionally ( Read more... )

absence makes the heart grow
&
absence makes the heart colder

both are true.
i miss [almost] everyone
i love some people unconditionally,
some people i just don't care anymore.
some people just don't matter.edit ( Read more... )

THERE
IS
SO
MUCH
SNOW

oh ps guess what im dieing. luv it lawlz.

srsly. im half dead. visit me while ya still can.
say nice things at my funeral.
im drawin up a will whatdya want.
im convinced im not getting better.
i srsly cannot breathe right now. i am not down with this.

SOMEBODY TAKE ME OUT BACK N SHOOT ME.
|kthnx!^&!(@^&##BYEEEEEEE

i don't have any real friends.
and i don't fucking care anymore.

su-su-su-suck a dick.

i am very glad that i have been deathly ill for so long that i have lost track of how long it has been ( Read more... )

so lately i've been kinda down on my friends/life in general, and i've had the feeling that my life was changing.. in some way.. and it makes me nervous. but today i had an epiphany of some sort, things have been the same for a long time. im open to change. wut up new life.