重读黛玉《葬花词》，顿然重新感悟一种莫名的凄切。就如作曲家王立平所说，‘天尽头，何处有香丘’不仅形容黛玉手执花锄时的感叹，更形容了她昂首问天时的悲愤。我几年前看到的理想的化身面临的悲剧居然在今天才比较清楚地展露我眼前。贾府里最最聪慧的女子，就因为她聪颖过人，对人事的丑恶看得过于清晰，最终才葬身于势力与现实中 ( Read more... )

Finals are over now, and well i'm still elated. still can't sleep as much as i want to, altho i still wake up feeling sleepy and tired. finished the admin stuff of college alumni reg, uni alumni reg, alumni email reg, and i still have left: battels, college dinner, leaver's forms, and the whole load of it ( Read more... )

I chanced upon this beautiful phrase in Sylvia's journals today: I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am ( Read more... )

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沧原古道千里云，
长河空谷独木行；
倾听诉怨西隅寨，
异地萧声灭摇琴。

孤星不识歌中意，
寒夜不解闺中人；
两岸过渡春秋季，
冉冉鬓白疏影去。

first there was spanish wine's (and a load of other really sweet people's) supportive responses to my 'transience' entry stemming from a desperate plea of a solitary and disturbed rider through rough patches ( Read more... )

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dad came today, and miraculously, i was bubbly with excitement since yesterday afternoon. well when i finally met him at Queens Lane Coffee house i was like oh so that's it. but i dunno... somehow when we were lunching in mortons and when i was back in my room (having lounged him in the philosophy library since he explicitly said he wanted to be ( Read more... )

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yes i'm back on LJ again.. and i have some fotos to show.. but i think the most beautiful that i've never remembered to put up till now is something i took when i was in london. it was a random shot really, and 2 hours before i lost my fone.


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