insomnia.

blech.

i'm pissed.

and i'm beginning to think that this relationship is not worth it anymore. billy doesn't know how to nuture a woman. i don't care how many times he reassures me.

because he is a naturally distant person, i find myself lonely....

and that makes me feel like shit.

wow... never said that before... i guess i didn't want to fess ( Read more... )

i hate this. arguing sucks..... i hate conflict.... and i hate how he is mad at me.....

i understand why he is upset but it's just how i felt.

i feel misunderstood. i feel wrong. but i feel justified at the same time.

and it's like.... i don't think i have cared for someone this much before.... and....

things might be better once we both cool down, ( Read more... )

Rules:
• post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
• at the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this.

1. I love AND hate my job at the same time.
2. I want at least three degrees when I get out of college.
3. My feet hurt really badly.
4. I haven't been on LJ in forever.... but it's kinda nice. :)
5. I long for true happiness.

something has been brought to my attention, and i am NOT happy. and for once in a very long time, the sweet, subservient, and happy denise has some shit to say ( Read more... )