Dear B.F,

When I'm awake, all I do is cry.

If i sleep, all I do is dream about you.

Dream 1:  You and I went a computer convention and got separated.  When I went outside to look for you, i saw you sneaking away.  You saw me and walked away faster.  You left me.  You abandoned me...in the middle of nowhere. (kind of like real life)

Dream 2:  We went ( Read more... )

Dear B.F.,

I don't know how to feel about us anymore.  The first feeling that comes to my mind is numb.  
You know how I felt about your trip.  It was pretty clear that I was worried about what you would do on that trip. How can I not think those thoughts, when I know how you are?  You've told me clearly that you're not a "one woman man" but you ( Read more... )

 Not much happened yesterday.

We stayed in and watched t.v for a while.  We cuddled while we watched our current favorite show together.  That was nice.  I really enjoy those moments.  Moments when we could just enjoy each others company.  We had a nice lasagna dinner with a side salad that we prepared together.  You had milk, which i continue to ( Read more... )

Boyfriend,

I don't think i can ever trust you again.  In fact, I know I can never trust you again.  
You are hiding something from me.  You don't let me have male friends and threaten to leave me if i try to keep in touch with them but you continue to have your girl friends and keep in close touch with them all and even though they send you naked ( Read more... )