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Unother Day In My Shitty Life
I can't do anything anymore. My family officialy hates me. I think i am going to give up on my family...I mean there my family..and i do care about them...but they hate me..so why try hm? oh well. I guess all i can do is live strong and try hard. But even though i say this..im not compleatly sure about that. Despite what my family does to me I ( Read more... ) -
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im sitting at home wondering why i care about things. i miss all of the times that i could actually smile. I never had to fake. or to ware a mask. Oh well, i cant help the fact that i cant handle life..maybe i am just a loser. oh well, i live threw it i supose. heh. i wonder why i even write my thoughts down in here. maybe i hope someone will come ( Read more... ) -
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Ok so i am thinking of why i am still up right now..not too late but still. i have school and my bf is talking to me and saying that i should sleep. The words that he is speaking to me make me feel calmer than normal. It puts me in this state of mind ware nothing else matters to me. Only him and his words of cure. Its funny how the sound of his ( Read more... ) -
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Its been to long to worry about past things that have happened to me. I guress that i just may not care what happends later in life. I am going to stop worrying about the future..and live in the moment of now. why should i worry about past pain and regrets when there is nothing i can do about it? i am kinda wondering why i always worry about ( Read more... ) -
I feel bad
I am so exausted. i got sick cuz i haven't slept in 8 days. I woke up the other day and fainted in the bathroom when i went to go and take a shower and wash up for the day. I looked at myself in the mirror and everything went extreamly blurry. then black. I woke up then around 12. so from 5 am-12 pm i was unconcious. My mom obviously let me ( Read more... ) -
HOLY SHIT PPL! HI!!!
Hi all meh friends! I havent been on in a while! and i need advice! i miss everyone! I hope everyone is doing good! plz reply!
