i just spent the last 30 minutes pretending i was hosting a cooking show live from my kitchen. i even paused for a commercial break. i also had a social commentary piece on the importance of carbs. sure, it may appear borderline crazy, but never underestimate the importance of being able to entertain yourself when most of your family and friends ( Read more... )

in the shower i just randomly quizzed myself on the 7 names of the first season of the real world. i think this city just might be making me go insane.

i ventured out into the cold to ozone records where the gossip was doing an in store. i put off reading the willamette weekly until today and realized i missed their performance last nite with SLEATER KINNEY in a 300 PERSON VENUE. ugh, whatever. they ended up cancelling at the last minute and i was super bummed. i did what any girl who is low on ( Read more... )

fall always has this weird effect on me; complete nostalgia. but being in a new city in a new state on a new coast, is almost surreal. there are a million trees in portland and they are all a different color. today i stopped midstep and looked up the trees like a tourist in manhattan staring at a skyscraper. i guess i am a tourist in a way ( Read more... )

i went to the fancypants grocery store to buy white rice for harold to eat upon his return from the ER. he is stable now, but not even a round table discussion of seven vets could determine the cause of yesterdays attacks or any of the others for that matter. anyway, i meandered towards the dairy isle to check on their stock of string cheeses. the ( Read more... )

looking bavk at my old lj entries is crazy. sometimes i feel like i dont know what the hell im doing..just in general. then i go back and read entries and realize that i am sort of on a plan, a mission. im doing it. a year and a half ago, i wanted to move to portland and today i am here, across the country. im just feeling really good right now ( Read more... )

i feel like something big is on the horizon. i cant explain it. i am severely unemployed and yet im seldom worried or anxious. if i was still in nyc in this situation, i would be downright devastated. there really is something very calming about the west coast. i go to sleep feeling content and yet i really dont have anything yet. i mean, of ( Read more... )

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i cant believe i am moving across the country in 11 days ( Read more... )

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