Man. its been YEARS. Actual years have gone by since I have kept a physical journal. I'm still the same. I still do odd things like quiz myself on Real World characters in the shower. I make up songs about my dog. Here is the latest: TEXAS IS A BABY, HE LIKES EGGS AND GRAVY! It has a funky, contagious tune, trust me. I even entered a contest by ( Read more... )

there is something so relaxing about riding a bicycle to me which is odd, because its definitely exercise and i do not associate that with relaxing. i just borrowed my moms pee wee herman look-a-like bicycle and rode it around the neighborhood, on the sidewalk of course. i felt like a little kid again and remembered ferociously peddeling to my ( Read more... )

i cant believe its june 19th. i just heard the date and i really cant believe how fast time is going. ive been unemployed for about two months and i feel pretty shitty about it. its the longest ive ever not been working since i was 16. everyone is being pretty supportive which is comforting, but it a way makes me feel worse because i sometimes feel ( Read more... )

living here, in this house, is making me crazy. i sincerely believe its killing me. i know how overly dramatic this sounds, i really do. i use that word because its the opposite of living and my life lately genuinely feels that way ( Read more... )

i woke up today and my first thoughts were of portland. i yearned to be there this morning where things may not have actually been easier, but they sure felt that way. i actually yearned. i felt the physical definition of yearn. its more than want or desire and it sucks. i can still picture every square inch of my apartment and can completely ( Read more... )

i absolutely love my hair right now. i washed it this morning, but it's in that stage where its about to look dirty in a few hours, but right now its perfection. even though i haven't gotten it cut in three months, the ends still look perfectly razored. the light brown underneath my hair is even lighter. my roots are completely visable. but...it ( Read more... )

aside from the obvious: friends, family, dogs, etc..there are few things i love more then a grande peppermint mocha from starbucks MADE RIGHT. i cannot even explain how happy i am right now ( Read more... )

beforeisaytomuch (2:50:19 PM): hey you know the new eminem song ( Read more... )

i smell like potato latkes. we had a chanukah party at work today and i got to "kibbutz" with the ladies and play dreidel games. i love that i am totally connecting with my jewishness in all the fun and yummy ways ( Read more... )

i miss home. ill admit it. some days, i walk around this city and i catch myself in a smile and i swear i could start crying. i hate when i realize im happy. it makes me miss home more. i cant explain it. if i move home, it will never be because i didnt like this city. its so perfect for me. really, everything about it is just my style. the only ( Read more... )