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American Nightmare -AM/PM

I was counting
The good things about this city
The only good thing is you are not here
When you're around it
Makes it hard to be what I need to be
I was trying to breathe
I was dying to breathe
I was hoping I'd never
Have to write this song again
The kind of song that makes
You want to hang
Your headached - head
And I was hoping
That I ( Read more... )

I sleep all the time
I wake up feeling new like a prince
wake me up
So I can live my dream

I can catch up to your
perpetual sleep
how can you wake up if your eyes never open?

my mother taught me how
how to fit in
my mother showed when
when to let ends meet

I can sleep longer today
if I can just reap 
this song or who I meet

can't get my mind off of her

I wish i knew what makes a little brother follow his big brother around.

"Rape Zombie"
does this endless wrecking ball
involve anyone or anything at all
be careful how much you take
they're watching your every move
waiting on your dance floor
endless get away
confessed to a wall
cause these kind of drinks will make you ( Read more... )

sell my soul for something
with any real sense of fairness or necessity
especially if it would convince me i would never die
you think thats a whole different level than having no hope for a better tomorrow? depends i guess

maybe, even, i should have some righteous aspirations...for reason inculsive of self-respect

so much time spent pretending to destroy love...maybe im not that bad of a person....war?
 can we fight pretty?

conformity v. participation?

conform, baby, dont leave me here alone.

ill sell my memory to you just in exchange for staying
ill be as strong as my weakest point
ill regret and survive just for you

ill covet you
and you
you can make me a jealous ( Read more... )

I told her I know what it feels like to have to want to feel like i need to seethe real future...she told me she knew i wasnt right for her...so i broke up with her saying "i dont need you to tell me im not right for you to know that" and then "i dont need to break your heart to make this breakup real" so she could walk away from me totally without ( Read more... )

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Locus_of_control

this is what i found when I searched for answers with no grasp or scope

In Fiction

Through fiction we saw the birth
Of futures yet to come
Yet in fiction lay the bones
Ugly in their nakedness

Yet under this mortal sun
We cannot hide ourselves
 

I wanted to be like you
like you for the sake of knowing me
I know! I wanted!
opinions tell me
Opinions: tell me yours. 
but I only trust you.

This As I Feel.

The feild
i want more
Oh holy template
Oh holy template!
Oh holy template!
the horizon

As I feel you
I begin where?