So heres a little update because well, I can :o

Work, I'm working an assload. Sometimes every day. Its good though, I have money and I'm covering all my bills. (Which reminds me, gotta pay my credit card bill >.<) Plus I just hang out, read and watch movies I bring with me ( Read more... )

I'm also a complete idiot ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day. I got to spend a few long hours with Alexis and just hanging out with her really brightens my week up so much. Its also "super super fun" xD

Plus, whenever shes over I tend to have some REALLY good sandwiches for the next few days.

Tracy also called me this morning though I was in the shower >.<.... I hope shes having ( Read more... )

The one day I just want to sleep through and not think about I can't sleep. So... I'm up super early ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think or say anymore. I feel alone and confused. Every girl in my life just hurts and confuses me more. I just want to live my life, be happy, and share it with someone I connect with but everytime I think I find that person and let them in it just adds another layer of emotional scar tissue.

I don't know what to think

Its 8:30 in the morning. I finally fell asleep at 3am... again. I don't know what it is, maybe its the nearing of the holiday and my Father isn't going to be here with me. Maybe its the fact that I'm so fucking confused with whats going on I can't pull my head out of my ass ( Read more... )

So long farewell. Recent months I've been very unhappy and I have expected others to do it for me. From this point forward I shall live by the philosophy of meh ( Read more... )

Some things went down the other day and I really didn't know what to say. So I went to Pt. Loma and saw dad's grave. He always knew what to do in shitty situations to make it work out 100%. So I picked up some coffee from the cafe on the corner early this morning and went for the usual "Where the fuck is he" stroll. Finally found his plaque and ( Read more... )

Yeah, more commenting then updating. So heres the run down since Oct 7th ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at my computer feeling bored and lonely. Not sure what the fuck to do since Tony hid his Nip Tuck season 2 DVD and I'm not disrespectufl enough to splunk his room for it. That place is scary ( Read more... )