Its really hard dealing with Cory being away. Like really hard. Half of me thinks that this is pointless. I NEED a boyfriend that is here cuz there is no relationship if I don't see him and barely talk to him for 9 months. Right? But then why have we been together for 5 years and 11 months? There's a good reason for that. Why hasn't the ( Read more... )

These long 8 months of Cory being gone is slowly coming to an end i hope ( Read more... )

I love America's Next Top Model.......not sure why but i do. I love the pictures at the end but you have to sit through the whole thing to find out how everyone is doing in the process BEFORE getting to the end to see the final result. And as much as it is annoying, i love watching the little skinny bitches fight and cry.....muahaha. I'm ( Read more... )

So my bf is gone away and now I want to vent. I cant just vent to anyone cuz then i will be the annoying friend and will just sound totally obsessed with my bf and cant survive without him. Well i can survive without him, i just dont want to. I know that everything will be fine, just some days are worse than others. Hes been gone like 3 1/2 ( Read more... )

Oh how long has it been my dear Livejournal. Too long i think. It used to be a way to stay connected to everyone far away but as we all know the websites come and go. First was AIM, then started Livejournal, then Facebook, now Myspace. I have been sucked into all of them and just continue to get sucked so that I can stay updated on friends ( Read more... )

Well My vacation is underway. I've been busy but i guess i'm still disappointed cuz I really wanted to go on a vacation....mainly a beach for a week. But my vacation is still good cuz I am able to catch up with a bunch of my friends and hang out with them. I went out with Sharron for her bday which was good and found out that our friend Kiesha ( Read more... )

Tomorrow my mom is going in for surgery. To get all her "lady parts" out. I know that its pretty much a normal thing for all women to do eventually. My i'm just nervous for her cuz its surgery! Surgery is a big deal anyway I look at it. I havent really been around alot of people that have been through surgery that are really close and if i ( Read more... )

I want to move. I want to move far away. I think, I need to get away and live. I mean really live. I need to experiance something new. Some place new. I want to move out of MI. I feel that the only way that I will be truely 100% happy is if I get myself near the ocean. I know it sounds weird but I really think that the ocean keeps me going ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a while....Nothing has happened in my life that has been worth the time to write it down. I just work 5 days a week in which those 5 days vary because working in retail bites ass. When I'm not working, I'm not doing anything and yet I'm doing something. I'm in a pissy mood today. My family drives me insane. No, scratch that. ( Read more... )

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