forgiveness

[ninjamoose42]

its a queer thing; possibly the single greatest act of love, yet those who we know the least are the most likely to display it, whereas those who claim familiarity to the pith of our respective entities seem loath to partake

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[vunin]

I don't know if I'm being referred to in this entry, but I'm going to assume I am (which would make me arrogant, just like the person in the last paragraph).

I never once said I would not forgive you for what you did to me or to anyone else for that matter. I am, however, let down in the way that you may (or may not) have treated her (or me). And I'm even more let down that I learned that your word perhaps isn't as strong as you said it was, calling into question everything you have ever told me.

Do I think it's out of line? Yes. Did I call you out on it? Yes. Does it anger me? Yes. Do I think it's unforgivable? No.

Did you ever possibly think that maybe, just maybe, I said all of that to you so at least you knew what other people were saying and thinking so you could fix your actions and not make the same mistakes?
But I guess that makes me arrogant again.

I'm gonna go now and continue to be a crappy example of how to live. Maybe it's a good thing I left? No, it's more like the best damn choice I ever made.

[ninjamoose42]

disbelieve everything i say; that doesnt mean i lied.

and no...this wasnt about you...
not by a long shot.