i always feel like i'm a half a breath away from a fall. i can see it coming and then surprisingly, it isn't there. just like so many other moments that are turning out to not be there. my head is spinning, spun- who taught me what to expect? one small question that was maybe even a joke, but i don't know your tone of voice. it tears something ( Read more... )

There is a fear I can choose to indulge, a fear of what can go wrong. But what does this constant worry prevent? There is no reason to do anything but remain calm here. I can't live my life to make anything easier for the rest of you, I can't give you what I've done.

i am indecisive. i've known about this problem for years, but it hasn't been until more recently that i'm starting to understand the depth of it. i find myself paralyzed, at a stand still, because i don't have the slightest ability to make something out of these thoughts in my head. i argue myself to death, comparing one thing to another, only to ( Read more... )

i'm at work and i'm in such a bad mood because i don't feel like being here. lately, i am just so drained. i keep trying to meditate in the mornings but i can't sit still, i can't keep my head quiet. i want to take a vacation from myself, i want to fall asleep and wake up in a different place ( Read more... )

exhausted.

just give up, and admit that you're an asshole ( Read more... )

i think i just need a little space to myself ( Read more... )

MERRY DAGGER CHRISTMAS!!


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it's really bad when you spend so much time on the internet that nothing is fun anymore. myspace is not fun, the news is not fun, emails are not fun, the mall is not fun, somebody needs to give me something fun to do ( Read more... )

just when you think your 13 hour day at the mall could not possibly get worse......

they set up a high school jazz band right outside your store to play christmas carols.