this weekend was really fun- but after two days of riding in a car and no more physical activity than one show and a two hour trip to the mall- all i want to do is sleep. lame. either way- i got the hottest boytank ever. with hot pink guns on it. and going to urban was the highlight of the trip i think. well, other than the sugar + red bull- fueled ( Read more... )

it's been two days and i still can't seem to shake this awful mood i'm in. seriously- don't come near me if you know what's good for you because i am acting like such a raging bitch. funny thing is there's absolutely no reason for it...

pent up rage, anyone?

meanwhile i'm fucking miserable and i hope everyone dies. eh, just because.

am i supposed to be nicer?

i am unmotivated today. and i can't decide if i want to go to the show for free tonight or not. i was supposed to do a billion things today including: look for a second job, look for a new apartment, call my car insurance people, at least fucking take a shower before 6 pm and maybe leave the house once today. wow, good thing i did nothing ( Read more... )

i want a polaroid camera!!!

now.

ouch ouch ouch i have a really bad sore throat. and if i get real sick i'm gonna punch someone in the face ( Read more... )

(that was against my better judgement)

so i'll leave it at this:
i really didn't want to say anything at all. because it's not worth the stress. but every day i find a new reason that i just don't understand people at all.

it's so chilly today my arms feel numb. i want to cuddle with tobey inside blankets but i'm so cold i'd feel bad touching him and making him so cold too ( Read more... )

i really shouldn't go online and look at all the cool things i want to own but could never afford. i really shouldn't buy lucky magazine and drool over designer things that cost a million dollars. and by the way: since when am i such a fucking girl ( Read more... )

i am so tired. and going to be late for work if i don't leave in five minutes but so far i don't care enough to get up out of this chair ( Read more... )