yeah...idk..

[ninjocyclone]

Yeah sorry , i havent posted anything in a while i guess i got caught up with the whole school and priorities -_- eww....but now that there is no school i have been doing a great deal of thinking. I really dont know what it is that is bothering me but something is definitely hurtin on the inside. I just dont feel happy like somthing is missing or

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[lazy_ninja_luvr]

If you've felt like you've needed to talk for this long, you should've talked to either me or Ray by now. Don't let stuff like this bottle up like it has been. I think, based off what I've read, that you are trying to separate subconciously from your friends so that the move isn't as tough, however I think it's better that you really spend a lot of time with your friends and make great memories with us up to the moment that you leave, that way you'll remember a bunch of good times and being included in them, and not on the side lines watching them. It'll hurt leaving no matter what, but you don't want to have regrets on not spending time with us or bringing yourself as close to us as possible. As far as this like problem, we'll need to talk lol.

[ninjocyclone]

im pretty sure you know who it is too lmao ....but yeah idk it just seems like im having alot of trouble being happy like i used just rofl and lmao like woah before and now its almost a chore to smile