Hello my long lost friend LJ i very well aware that i havent been posting like i should but i think i need to get somethings off my chest. If you dont want to hear me whine about my problems and issues i suggest you stop reading now and go back to your lives.

Where  to begin? As most of you know my parents are moving to pr soonish and want me to ( Read more... )

Yea, well as many of you already know my parents are moving to Puerto Rico and i have been destroying myself laely trying to figure out what to do. I must have gone through so many arguements with my mother about it and I was wrong...? Yes, i was wrong because events this month have completely shown me that i have nothing to lose by going. I mean ( Read more... )

 Oh what does it matter anymore ... If i try and find a actual girl that i wanna be in a relationship with i get played and cheated on but if i just fool around with girls im  viewed as a asshole...

Fuck it I honestly just dont care anymore im tired of being someones play thing or just something to waste time on like a fucking living breathing hobby ( Read more... )

I started my new job today and i must say i rather enjoyed it. Today was full of crazy ass people and making fun of customers. Human Resources people are amazin and ordered us subs for dinner!!! Me and my newly found friend went up for like 4 subs before giving up lmao ugh so much food >_We had a small competition of which group had the most WOW! ( Read more... )

Con was much fun ....but i must admit i didnt think it would be. LOL seriously, i was a bit scared of the cosplayers as i cringed behind ray and used him as a human shield but hahaha i got used to it. Our hotel room was right next to the pool so i decided hey lets take advantage of that and swam like everyday :D or whenever i got bored. I became a ( Read more... )

Well folks i am very confused about alot of shit as of lately. I have been doing alot of thinking and i have decided that i dont want to go to puerto rico with "what ifs" in my head. like what if i had more time would me and another person be together or what if i stay would i be better off. You ideas can bite me in the ass i dont like you very ( Read more... )

Im really tired of feeling like im on borrowed time. I try to keep myself busy and concentrate on other things but nothing can get my mind off of that im fucking leaving...im fucking leaving...its happening...i have so much here. I have friends that love me and a shitty job but nonetheless a job...family. I dont know what to do anymore i mean i ( Read more... )

Yeah sorry , i havent posted anything in a while i guess i got caught up with the whole school and priorities -_- eww....but now that there is no school i have been doing a great deal of thinking. I really dont know what it is that is bothering me but something is definitely hurtin on the inside. I just dont feel happy like somthing is missing or ( Read more... )

ok so the girl i went on a date on with, talk to on the train,bus, and school has beenacting kinda shady so i asked her about it. It jsut so happens that a guy that she used to like in the past brok eup with his girlfriend and now she wants to date him and im just left over trash >.> whatever it was one date now to move on to my next victim -_- ( Read more... )

Well i dont think the girl that i like actually wants a relationship i think she just wants to fool around. Problem is i want a relationship so problem solved and crisis averted  yay! now to fix my othre problem *going to sleepies* if anyone needs to talk just text me  :-P