- i have had to leave retail, it is breaking my heart, honest, i know most people don't feel the same, but there was barely a day that i did not actually look forward to going to work. i am so glad to have had the chance to spend time there, to be with those people, those books, oh the books. to drown in knowledge ( Read more... )

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holy effin creamin freakin ROCK.

good. so good.

ha freaking ha, my judgement is SO far out the window right now it's not even funny ( Read more... )

so lordy... i had a lapse in judgement today, a very severe lapse in judgement ( Read more... )

where did this snow come from? SERIOUSLY? today on my way to work i got stuck behind a PLOW STUCK IN A SNOWBANK, he blocked the whole road ( Read more... )

but i'm not doing too well. i don't like change, i don't handle it well. -i- like to be the one to leave, to pick up and go to experience the joy of -new-. i don't like to be tied down, i don't like to be left ( Read more... )

it is the week of goodbyes ( Read more... )

..
i think i'm in like
and i like it
i'm not dying anymore
i've been unconscious for 4 days
i barfed at work
my boys are like fucking chimpanzees
i love them
i miss my other boys
i missed a trip to montreal last weekend
so i could barf at work
i like him
i like him so much
i know it wont last
but for now
i really really like him
yay.

12/02
so long.. so so long.. too little news, too little contact, too little sunshine, too much wine, too much beer, too little awareness, not enough, never enough.. oh no! i am turning into robert smith! Oh don't you wish.. So it is dark out, it is like midnight, what do you expect, its 4 pm, when the hell do you expect the sun to set.. you ( Read more... )

i am suffering from seasonal exhaustion.. in so many ways. i don't know if i'll be getting any more hours, ever, and this makes me nervous. while i need the time to apply to schools, jobs, etc, i'll be sad to leave, it is inevitable, eventually. it must be! but they're a good lot there- really, some of the neatest people i know ( Read more... )