i was cranky this morning, just plain cranky, whiny, and stupid, i was tired, i was wearing a strangers' shirt. i was bitchy at work, i had a lump of worry in my throat, denial. at 2 i braved the slooooow icafe to check me email. they said don't bother, you wont hear anything anyways, not worth it. sometimes, being tired is the least of your ( Read more... )

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i need this over, i need ryan over, i need to start a new year.

i had no voice for 2 days, little voice yesterday, today i sound like a man ( Read more... )

and so, from this day forth it will be known as suck ( Read more... )

yesterday i was walking up bathurst, i was in a good mood, a slow fat grey squirrel loped in front of me onto the street, and slowly started to cross. no cars were coming he made it half way, an ambulance was coming the other way and he sped up, then the jackass in the slow lane saw him sped up and killed him. i cried the rest of the way up ( Read more... )

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over a year, amost a year and a half and today i couldnt resist, i had a cigarette, i thought about it all day, i dreamed about it all day, it was delicious. i have to keep it at that. things are still fab.

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that about sums it up. today was a stunningly GORGEOUS day. ive been pushing a book i have not read yet, but would love to, today i sold 3 of them. we are out of stock of notouchmonkey.

i am about to burst if i cant tell anyone the secret news soon. everyone at work knows. noone cares.

i wish phil were here. i think its mating

they would like candy ( Read more... )

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this whole effin no smoking in bars thing has served no purpose but to make the bars smell of FART!

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i really honetly and truly couldnt have wished for a lovelier weekend. phil might not make it back for the pixies show now, i might cry over that. dave, though, will be there. i still have one ticket. i didnt goto the psychic tv show last week, i was working at 7am the next day. i am happy, i am happy and blushing. yep.